So I got High

With the things that I have been going through, I am amazed that I am maintaining so well. Today has been wonderful even though I am losing my friend, I gained a more amazing feeling, the feeling of Accomplishment. I am making it through my past, and I am dealing with my present, not by what I want for my kids but what I want for myself.

I realized that family is what you make it, and mine is not the conventional family anymore. Hell, in all honesty, I knew it would never be black and white, my shit if pink all day long, lol.
     My friend is going through hell right now trying to find her place in life, and she doesn't know where to go, and when I look at her I see me and I want to reach out and help her and I think the best thing I did was tell her it's okay to go and touch the unknown, it's okay to try and if the devil rears his ugly face, run bitch, run.  I told her its never too late to turn around, no road is too skinny that you can't make that u-turn, just watch out for cops. I was so proud of myself that I got high with her and we laughed and laughed, even though she seemed ready to get mushy....